昨日，自个儿伤心了好一会儿。

没落的心情，谁了？

想找个伴来倾诉，但，到了最后，墙壁是我的归属。

压力大，搞得我乱七八糟的，就连我的脑袋也被冲昏了。

我做了一个不理智的决定，

我决定要辞职。

虽然有点冲动，有点不舍，

但，这反而让我松了口气。

感觉，我自由了。

冷静冷静，今天，再次的回想起昨日的决定，

没有后悔，

我想，那，是个对的决定。

算了吧，就别想那么多。

自己高兴就好。

我发现，我还是一样，喜欢跟着感觉走。

算了，所有的不开心，晚上睡一睡，

明天醒来，又是新的一天。

你不知道的事

你不知道的事，

真的好多，

想要告诉你，

但，我都把它往肚子里塞。

我自己的选择，是对是错，

我不知道。

让你知道，也无可奈何。

要：我怕最后你会受伤害。

不要：我会舍不得。

我不告诉你，是让你不为我哭泣。

你不知道，

我也不想让你知道，

哭泣，就留给我吧！

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

Random Thought

Sometime, we would like to know many things,

but, after we know, we don't know what to do!

So, how?

Better don't know to know!

But, now

know already, how?

Don't know.

yes or no? no or yes?

can or not?

want or don't want?

go or NO?

How?

Tell me what to do.

But, what if I want, but still can not.

How?

I have many problems to consider for.

Oh well, how?

how?

how?

What is a Friend?

原来狗也会享受

从做工的地方走回家，看见了有趣的东西。

原来狗也会享受。

我看见公狗舔母狗的下体，似乎在调情。

但，旁边还有两只公狗。

原来，它们在玩3P。

三只公狗就在轮流舔母狗的下体。

当母狗站起来，公狗们就争着把自己的肉棒放进母狗的“黑风洞”。

进进出出，出出进进。

在旁边看热闹的我都觉得好笑，也不好意识。

争不到的两只，只能继续的舔母狗狗的下体。

原来狗也会享受，

不只顾着只往洞里插，也享受过程。

也不忘了调情。

那，是不是表示，不懂调情的人类，

就连狗都不如？

哈哈哈哈哈

我還是我 I AM WHO I AM

庆幸

我真的觉得很庆幸认识你们。

突然回想过去，也看看现在，

有了你们，我的人生真的不寂寞。

Victor Siew, Shaun Alan, Nicholas Chow,

Chelsie Loh, Jess Lim, Yancy Lee, Lettichia Ho, Yion Lek, Cheng Jo-joan,

Liow Pei Fern, Koh Chian Ting, Ilex Lo, Bok Chee Yong, Cally

(I think I did not miss anyone)

就有感而发。

没什么，就觉得我很幸运。

谢谢你们。

当然，我也有其他的朋友，

你们也很重要。哈哈。

friendship

Do you think that friendship can last long forever?

How long do you think that a friendship can go on?

What is friend?

What is friendship?

What's friends for?

I have friends, have many friends. (not show off-ing)

I think everyone do have many friends.

But, those friends are your GOOD friends? or just a friend?

a friend who just color your life.

I trust friend, and friendship.

I do believe FRIEND is important in our life.

Sometime, I will think, when is the end for a FRIENDSHIP.

BFF, does it works?

Best Friend Forever.

I hope so.

I wish I have forever friend's friendship.

Friends really men-color-kan my life.

I hope the friendship does not like FUG.

FUG = Friend Until Graduate

Alright, I always think that, "friend" no need talk much, just keep in heart.

We assume we know, we understand.

But sometimes, I feel insecure.

That's why I like spend time with friends, I like action. =D

I do not like to assume like "no need talk too much, we understand".

Many friends are like this, neither myself.

I prefer talk to the friend I like: Friend, I love you!

Muahahahaha.

Sound's wrong.

But more real, isn't it?

Fine, I know I make a simple thing become complicated.

Fine, maybe is the time to learn "how to fully trust your friends" and "friendship".

Just a random thought.

write this without any reason, don't ask "why you so emo?" or "what happen to you?"

haha, really, just a thought about FRIEND.

DINNER

Yeah, finally I come back to my blog.

First thing wanted to mention is, I cook-ed dinner for my friends yesterday night!

Thank to Yu Bao, Victor, Shaun, Xuet Li and Nicholas for "entertain" my dinner.

Hmm, I know it wasn't look good, but I think at least the taste was good!=p

cook pasta for them with egg, bean+egg, ham and hotdog.

*wink*

satisfy to myself!

I think they did enjoy their selves.

*perasaannya*

Alright, I did not take any photo for it! HAHA

The dinner was a good start, long way to go, still can improve! HAHA

Fried Rice for next. (According to Victor Siew)

I also don't know how long I have to long to learn it!=p

GOOD Morning

What A GOOD MORNING

I was woke up at 605am, and so excited to work.

went to SS15, was wondering wanna take my breakfast or not.

End up, I decided not to eat.

sat at McDonald and wait for my "Manager On Duty" for 15min.

He saw me and with a "weird" or "shock" face.

I was "hmmmmmm" and Good morning.

Then he asked me,"you work opening?"

I was thinking that what the hell, I am not working?!

Oh well, he asked me to re-check schedule.

Oh well, after check the schedule, I just realize that I do not have work today!

wasted a morning for sleep.

But, well, before I came back to home, I took Bubur Ayam in McDonald.

730am, reached home.

812am, now, I just finish wrote this blog!

Good Morning world.

thinking that want to sleep or don't want to sleep now.

无聊

以下11件傻事，你做過幾件? (-.-)....

1、用手插入米缸的米里面插來插去
2、地下有階磚時，特意隔一格一格來走（不可走過界，要完全在格內）
3、玩家電包裝里的那張有很多泡泡的塑料膜,把泡泡一個一個按破‌
4、在街上見到狗就扮貓叫，見到貓就扮狗吠
5、在電梯上往相反方向走
6、超級市場踩著購物車行走
7、貼張寫著“我是白癡”的紙條在同學的背后
8、拍別人左邊 站在別人右邊
9、踩別人的影子
10、下雨打傘，總是故意地轉那把傘
11、下樓梯時坐在扶手上面滑下來

成绩分析：
1件都没有 - 你几乎没有童年，去一趟迪士尼寻找童真啦！
1-5件 - 恭喜你！你是正常的！
6-10件- 你有无聊的嫌疑!
11件都做足 - 你不只是无聊，还是“旧屎”的无聊人!

以上分析纯粹娱乐性质，并没有经过专业人士审核，切勿过分介怀。

恭喜我，十一个我都做过。

OMG

As you know, currently, I got "snake" on me.

still in the suffering journey.

and my father avoid me to shower. LOL

The reason is because if I shower, the "snake" will run and move more easier.

Hmmm.

and I have to drink some weird and bitter Chinese Medical "liquid"

AH, KI SIAO

I have 1 day did not bath already. Hmm, just stay at home!

is ok, tomorrow can go back KL d.

*wink*

FML

FML!

Recently, I become "Harry Potter".

I got a "snake" stay in my body and I can feel it move inside.

LOL

Feel pain and itch sometimes,

but is recovering now.

And because of this, I have to rush back hometown without any plan,

and rush back to KL on Sunday.

Very PEK CEK.

And I don't know why,

recently the sun is super hot, don't you feel that?

WTH

Day, is hot, but still have to go out for class or others.

Night, is hot, I can not sleep well!

And I'm still thinking how many subjects I want to take!

Hmmm.

PEK CEK.

Recently is looking for another part time job!

Hmmm.

Suddenly have so many pop out in my life.

hmm, but still cool.

Ohya, hmmm, still have some good news can share.

Last sem result: 1 A and 1 B

GOOD!=)

But still "F"M"L"

PEK CEK

Insomnia

What the hell!!!!!!!!

Look at the clock, tic and toc

and tic and toc

421am

wow, yeah,

830am have to go for class.

I want to sleep and I need sleep!

Argggggg,

but I just can not sleep.

looking at my side, my roommate is sleeping.

What a nice activity.

Just sleep.

I want KI SIAO liao.

I WANT SLEEP.

I HATE INSOMNIA.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

中元节

各位读者，

或许，一部分的你们不知道中元节。

中元节就是所谓的“鬼节”。

你们可别小看这中元节呀，

这节日可真重要啦。

在华人的传统里，农历新年之后，就是中元节了。

怎么个说呢？

中元节，亲朋好友聚一聚的好时光。

三姑六姨，二伯小叔，公公外婆，婶婶伯母，就连舅舅也到。

还有一篓篓的小孩呢。

还真是个大日子呢。

又有免费的歌听，有酒喝，有烧鸡翅膀。

享受。

当然，还有两天的烟花让我们观看。

或许，中元节甚至比新年还热闹呢。

马路上，还真是车水马龙，水泄不通呢。

热闹极了。

当然，重点不是“鬼节”，

而是大家一起的聚会。

不错呗。

各位，如果你们从来没有经历过或渡过中元节，

那，找个机会，你们呀，一定要试试。

戏如人生，人生如戏

哇哩叻,

我真的没想到，在这二十一世纪里还在上演着像古代父母反对婚事的事件。

也不算是反对啦。

这件事，发生在我的好朋友的身上。

这故事，就要从几个世纪前说起。

在他的家族里，有个传说。

他们 X 家的人不能与 Y 家的人结婚，因为，这会带给两家的不幸。

我朋友的公公娶了个姓Y的女孩，结果她在六个月里就过世。

我朋友公公的弟弟，娶了个姓Y的女孩，结果他过世了。那Y女孩年纪轻轻就守寡。

我朋友爸爸的伯母也有着相同的遭遇。

那天，我的好朋友告诉他母亲，他很像喜欢上一个女孩，他的母亲看了看照片，觉得还不错。

以下，是他们的对话：（我是经过他的同意再分享这故事的）

他：不错吧？

母亲：她叫什么名字呀？

他：Y小姐。

母亲：什么？那，你就不要喜欢好了。

我听了的第一个反应是笑翻了。

虽说，我的好友还没喜欢上那个女孩，

虽说，他告诉我说他不管，如果真的喜欢，一定上。

但，

怪，也只能怪我的那位好朋友太孝顺了，太听话了。

夹在“要去喜欢”和“不能喜欢”的中间。

我想，他一定选择不去喜欢。

因为，我认识的他，是个孝顺的孩子。

叹气！

无可奈何呀。

身位他好朋友的我，却不能帮上什么忙。

我发现，我的身边，我自己，

都好戏剧化。

所谓：戏如人生，人生如戏。

祝福他吧。

張心傑

最近, 都在听張心傑的歌.

喜欢他的歌声,

喜欢他.=p

棒.酷.

佩服

感慨，一次又一次的涌到我心里头。

看了书，看了自己，看了身边的人，

我发现呀，没爹娘的孩子真的好勇敢。

无依无靠，

心灵无法靠岸，

但，他们仍然一直的往前走，

走向他们的人生、他们的未来。

想到这儿，我竟落下了流水。

我感动。

自个儿在房里落泪。

每逢过年过节，看着朋友回乡，

看着朋友与家庭、亲朋戚友，问候嘘暖。

别人脸上表露着幸福，他们心里都不是滋味。

他们，

都自个儿度过，

只有朋友。

是，

只有朋友的关怀。

但，

我发现，

那是不够的。

朋友间的关怀，这么都比不上父母的爱意、关怀。

不是滋味再次的涌上心中，

泪水又再次的在眼眶上打滚。

他们的勇敢、坚强，

都是我们学习的榜样。

加油！

喜欢.爱

有人说，“喜欢不是爱。”

对啊，

喜欢与爱的确不同。

喜欢嘛，甜甜蜜蜜地，幸福的。

爱嘛，是一个承诺，一辈子的承诺。

喜欢上一个人，很容易。

爱一个人，不简单呀。

喜欢与爱，

人们常常把它们混淆不清。

喜欢与爱，

就是这么的复杂。

但，也一样的简单。

感慨.爱情

什么是爱情？

爱情，真的让人捉摸不清。

它总静悄悄地来到你身边，也静悄悄地溜走。

这世界上，不完整的爱情，

太多了。

喜欢上一个女孩，但，女孩已有了心意的对象。

喜欢上一个女孩，但，女孩有了爱情的阴影，导致不敢面对这新的恋情。

喜欢上一个女孩，但，女孩还没有准备好，男孩只能默默地等待。

喜欢上一个女孩，但，男孩不敢说出口。

喜欢上一个女孩，但，男孩突然觉得自己是否真的喜欢那个女孩，还是，那只是纯纯的友谊。

好复杂的恋情哟。

这，就是爱情吧。

白头到老，每个人都希望。

但，

是不是每个人都得到呢？

是不是喜欢一个人，就一定要说出口？

不一定哟。

当然，说了，会比较舒服。

祝情侣们：幸福快乐。

大便再现

我发现，每一次我出门，

搭巴士，或火车，

我的肚子一定不舒服。

然后一定想大便。

为什么？

为什么你们就是不肯放过我？

每一次都是这样。

出门前明明就放你们出来了，

但，

当我在等巴士还有火车时，你们又出来捣乱。

可恶！

是不是平时的我过度的宠你们？

现在才这么的不听话。

找天真的要好好地教训你们！

可恶的大便。

守候 MV - 5566

Finally

Finally I have my normal life back.

This morning, when I took my IELTS' result,

and I noticed that I PASS,

in the moment, my tear almost "jump" out!=p

It was so surprise.

The day before, I was deeply depressed.

Of course, result was not the only reason.

Because I feel too lonely, lol

I really can not stay with myself alone more than 2 hours,

I will KI SIAO. (like what yesterday was happened)

But now, Thank GOD, everything is over,

although I still got results to wait for, and also 2 more years to go.

As long as I got friends, then I would not feel depress.

FINALLY.

OMG, I AM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED RIGHT NOW.

CAN NOT WAIT TO SHARE MY NEWs WITH FRIENDS.

WooHoo.

放纵

纵然知道自己不应该，

但，还是决定要去做。

也不是什么应该不应该的，

就，

算了，

要让自己放纵一次，

至少我不会后悔。

人生苦短，乘自己还年轻，

做些自己想做的事。

决定了。

不错。

但，一切还是随缘吧！

无聊

今天起得早，

昨天，睡醒后，打扫房间。

又有种焕然一新的感觉，虽然没差。

放假就快两个星期了。

我做了些什么呢？

吃，和，玩，乐。

我发现，每一次的放假都是吃喝玩乐。

就很无聊嘛。

这个星期，就忙于工作，

赚钱嘛，

人还是要过生活地。

熟语说得好，

今天起得早，

心情会更好。

嗯，心情突然好好噢。

白痴笨蛋

无聊！

再见，工作去咯。

徐志摩 - 再别康桥

轻轻的我走了，
正如我轻轻的来；
我轻轻的招手，
作别西天的云彩。
　
那河畔的金柳，
是夕阳中的新娘；
波光里的艳影，
在我的心头荡漾。
　
软泥上的青荇，
油油的在水底招摇；
在康河的柔波里，
我甘心做一条水草！
　
那榆荫下的一潭，
不是清泉，
是天上虹；
揉碎在浮藻间，
沉淀着彩虹似的梦。
　
寻梦？撑一支长篙，
向青草更青处漫溯；
满载一船星辉，
在星辉斑斓里放歌。
　
但我不能放歌，
悄悄是别离的笙箫；
夏虫也为我沉默，
沉默是今晚的康桥！
　
悄悄的我走了，
正如我悄悄的来；
我挥一挥衣袖，
不带走一片云彩。

难

朋友，难找。

知心朋友，更难。

问世间，有哪一些朋友是一辈子的。

有，我希望我有。

就在我有生之年，让我笑，陪我哭，被我欺负。

认识我，了解我，清楚我。

难，

做人也难。

为了保护自己，就要伪装自己。

辛苦。

感觉，做人毫无意义。

那，为何不就干脆点，

就做自己。

不用伪装，也能保护自己。

能吗？

我常告诉自己，为什么不能。

哼，冷笑。

算了，

这，

就是人生。

对嘛，干嘛被人牵着鼻子走;

干嘛要看人家的脸色做人。

我，就是我。

我，就是郑志伟。

曾经

守候

满天星星 你的眼睛 像旧电影反覆剪辑我们的回忆
是那颗星 我非常确定 会永远闪烁在我心里

雨后的夜里 夜空变得好美好干净
眼前的你忽然的沉静
风吹过发际 无声轮廓有一双眼睛
纯洁而透明 我最爱的你 刹那变记忆

温度冷冷地 最怕自己一个人呼吸
穿得再厚也变得多余
身边少了你 说话只剩空荡的回音
好想抱紧你 我最爱的你 如今在哪里

幸福时候 别来找我 带著你的快乐和他继续往前走
不属于我 我不会难过 我知道有一样的天空

温度冷冷地 最怕自己一个人呼吸
穿得再厚也变得多余
身边少了你 说话只剩空荡的回音
好想抱紧你 我最爱的你 如今在哪里

幸福时候 别来找我 带著你的快乐和他继续往前走
不属于我 我不会难过 我知道有一样的天空
幸福走后 请记得我 我会紧握拳头把那伤心都赶走
你要记得 至少还有我 一直在为你默默守候

昨晚，这一首歌，让我想起了你。

今天，我可以向朋友说，我喜欢过你。

我没有后悔喜欢你。

纵然我们没有幸福过，但，

只要你曾经幸福，

我，

就足够了。

只要我曾经喜欢过你，

我，

就足够了。

就像歌词中所写的一样。

PD Trip in Summer's Break 2010

WooHoo,
Port Dickson's Trip was AWESOME + COOL + SURPRISE
Now, start from the first day (3rd August):
I heard my alarm rang, but I don't want woke up at that time.
We suppose gather at Shaun's house@8am, I suspected BOK CHEE YONG will be late.
Wahaha, so I woke up at 745am.
Guess what? He was late, he reached my house at 9am. Good.=D
We were so excited and make noise all the way to PD with LIOW PEI FERN AND KOH CHIAN TING.
hmhmmm, and we got a first surprise. We were stop by police, and they wanted to check our IC.
According to THEM, they said that because of me were smiling to the police, so that police wanted to stop us. Of course impossible, I am so cute.XD
Alright, skip the un-imoprtant part.
Finally we reach PD safely.
As usual, check in to the apartment and went to beach@12noon.
and Mahjong session then dinner and mahjong again.
Finally, drinking session.
Everyone was so excited to see each get into drunk.
WOW, so evil. (LOH CHIAU SIM)
and second surprise pop out.
Half of the people got drunk, hmhm, sound cool isn't it?
Congratulation to Lettecia, Xiao Yi, Jess(was high and dizzy), Raymond, Shaun(drink abit), Bok(vomit abit but consider ok), and ME. We survived from the "007 Piang".
Others, DRUNK and VOMIT. WAHAHA.

Second day:
Last minute decision, stay another night at Seremben@Ilex's house.
On the way to Ilex's house, third surprise pop out.
Cool, Raymond's car kena "BANG" by 2 BABIs(I am not racial)
Report-ed and ikut balik ke BALAI POLIS, sounds cool.XD
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Yeah, finally reached Ilex's house.
Gosh, her house damn cool, damn big, damn comfortable, damn erm, DAMN!
Suddenly, from "true or dare" session become "DARE" session.
Have fun in Ilex's room.
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18 SX
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Damn, mahjong again.
After dinner, satay session while mahjong-ing(again).
NICHOLAS invited me to drink.=D + PEI FERN and CHIAN TING.
4 of us have great time and nice conversation with each other.=)
I was the speaker, I think 65% and above is me to talk. LOL
and hmhm, getting HIGH and dizzy. (According to them, I was drunk, but I was not!)
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BALIK.

Thanks for sharing in the trip, know more about you guys in this trip.
Getting close with you guys, feel love and care.XD
Of course, know more SECRET through this TRIP. =D

Thanks for Nicholas Chow, Shaun Alan, Chelsie Loh, Jess Lim, Liow Per Fern, Koh Chian Ting, Bok Chee Yong, Lettecia, Ilex Lo, Xiao Yi, Yion Lek, Raymond, and Cally.
Glad to know you all and be friends.

因为你们，黑白的生活中有了色彩。

looking forward for the NEXT TRIP.
LOVE YOU GUYS.

World Cup South Africa 2010 Unofficial Song :)

A stupid customer

Tell you what?
I met a stupid customer.
Alright, he is consider regular customer in Starbucks SS15,
but he like to complaint.
He can complaint everything everyday.
The maintain is lousy lah or why the toilet always do not have toilet paper lah.
Then drink the "Tall" brew coffee, wanted get in "Short" price.

Short and Tall are the sizes of cup in Starbucks.

Yesterday, he came Starbucks and complaint again.
What toilet don't have paper lah.
Then, that time was so busy, have many customers.
I did not see which customers came first, so I serve the ladies in front of my counter first.
After the ladies, a kids try to come over the stupid uncle, I knew the uncle came first.
Therefor, I said:" Sorry, is this Mr came first."
mana tahu, the uncle said:" hm, luckily you serve me first, if not, this time I will shout."

means he suppose came first than the 2 ladies.
This alright.
However, as usual, he ordered his TALL brew coffee and paid in SHORT's price.
Suddenly he wanted a Blueberry Muffin, this cost RM6.20 after tax.
I key in the Muffin into system and print out the receipt.
Then he said:" why so expensive? I never eat a Muffin cost so expensive. Last time I bought just ten something only."
You know what?
He suppose paid RM12 for Brew Coffee and Blueberry Muffin,
but he does not want to pay.
So, he just put RM10.80 on the counter, then bisik bisik.
Then look for place sit down and eat the muffin.
That day, I short my counter money because of him.

The problem was not the money. I am ok with short money.
The problem is the stupid uncle's attitude.
What the cow?
Really Annoying.

Lose + Lost

England lose 1-4 to Germany.
What a sad thing, at least for me.
I'm England's supporter.
I like David Beckham, Michael Owen and I like England.=p
But, England, see you next World Cup in Brazil.

As just now what I wrote, England lose.
Just like I lost my confident.
Suddenly, I just feel like I'm not really can fix it.
I gotta give up.
Can?
Perhaps,
the "unforgiveness" is controlling me.
Who can help me?
What a sad thing for me.
UNFORGIVENESS.

In my life, I not really hate people often.
I'm friendly. Yes, I am!=p
This time, different case.
How to say so?
I also don't know.
Wow, good answer.
LOL

P/S: I like to talk to myself.

I really don't like her.
I can not take the stress.
Alright, I am not strong enough.
I lose.
I give up.
I am lost now.

Anyone can gives me a good and prefect suggestion?
God?
Yes, God!

God, please help me.
Just open another door for me.
I am not enjoy and happy as what I am showing.
Yes, I am loser.

At least, England will fight again for next World Cup.
Me? Fight again?
No way.
No way.
Yes, I am loser.

Bye, June!

June,
new month, new things!
New semester started, new part time job, new environment, new friends, new life, new stress.
Everything is new for me!=)
Sound great, isn't it?

I have been a busy week, or busy month, perhaps!
I have to wake up on 6am then go to work.
After work, take shower and straight away go for my class.
After class, take dinner with friend and go back facebook + check mail.
Then REST and SLEEP.
This is my life in June.

Tired.Busy.
But was great.=D

have a great time last evening in Intercession Prayer Meeting.
was great and learn somethings new.
Pray to GOD.Listen from GOD.
Great.
Must Pray Everyday. COME ON!=D

Pastor preaches a new series topic.
Love it!

July, a new month is coming.
will be a great month, fruitful month, meaningful month.
come on, everything will be different and change!
Yeah!
Can't wait for JULY.

Tonight, England vs Germany!
Can not wait for it!
Come on, England, You can do it!
WooHoo!=)

Crazy

I tell you,
SHE really DRIVES me to crazy!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Finally I have an answer, I want to change!
I wanted to say she is a daughter of Bitch!
Bitch!
Seriously, bitch!
bitch.
Alright, after I OS in my mind,
suddenly, she talks nicely to me!
What the F***

Sometimes BAD to me, Sometimes GOOD to me!

I got confuse again!

She drives me crazy to the MAX!

Tell me, apa saya boleh buat!
Cakap dengan saya!

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

what can I do?

Erm, currently I am facing a problem.
What should I do?
What can I do?
stay or move?

Is the place for me to grow and learn?
If the answer is YES, then I will choose to stay!
If the answer is NO, then of course I choose to change!

Sometime, is really stress for me.
yes, maybe I am slow leaner, but have you teach me anything?
LOL
I hope that the reason she treats me is the way she trains me!
Then I will 100% appreciate!

So, in conclusion, I still don't know the answer.
Lord, help me please!
Is that your answer?

Thinking...............
Wondering..............

Busy + Tired + Fun 's LIFE

I already work in Starbucks for 1 month.=)
I had been training for 2 days.
This morning was my second day for training class.
That's fun and good even that's tired.

Since my class change to every evening this semester,
so I can work in the morning every day.
Almost every morning, not every day!

This will be busy semester for me.
I have to work in the morning, rush of my assignment, meet people and get rest.
I need to do well in Time Management and Financial Management too.=p

Back to Training Class this morning.
I was learning about La-marzocco, made some beverages and met new people.

La-marzocco is a machine for make espresso coffee.

Today was learn how to make Latte, Cappuccino, Mocha and Caramel Machiato.
Drank 2 cups of Tea, 1 cup of Latte and 1 cup of Cappuccino.
FULL.

Everyday sleep at 10pm and wake up at 6am now!
Tired.

But, learn new things everyday.
Busy.

Get more knowledge in my life and meet more people.
Fun.

Yup, enjoying my life to the MAX.

Interesting Name I never have

LOL
Recently I got some names from my Starbucks' Partner.
I introduced myself as CHEE WEI, he asked me whether have another English name or not.
So, I said STEVEN!

But then, he called me SAM!
haha
I'm not angry, just feel funny!

Today, I met another partner.
He did not ask for my name, he straight away called me JOHN!
and he asked me is he ok to call me John.
LOL
Guess what I answer? I said OK!

So, now I have SAM, JOHN, STEVEN, CHEE WEI!

You can call me whatever you want from the list!
=p

Interesting, isn't it?

纯情小火鸡

纯情小火鸡，
我嘛，就是那可爱的火鸡呀，
我嘛，既纯情，也还真的没什么恋爱经验！
但，说起恋爱却头头是道。
还真叫人摸不着头呢！

写到这儿，我的朋友们一定都会吐我槽，
说：“你这可恶的恶魔，你会是什么纯情小火鸡啊！”
说：“哈哈，你应该是纯情小鸡鸡。”

我嘛，真的还蛮单纯的。
O/S：我想，如果我在班上讲这番话，我应该会被吐口水！

我嘛，真的，
比较向往单身啦，
至少现在是。

但，我已经有了一连串的家庭计划了！
我嘛，虽说向往单身，
不过，也是向往有家庭的住家男人！

我嘛，我做一位妻子的老公;
做四位孩子的爸爸；
做一位爸爸国王的王子；
做一位永远爱我，我也永远爱的妈妈的孩子；
做一位会支持我的-妹妹的好哥哥；
做朋友心中的好朋友的朋友！

我嘛，就是纯情小火鸡啦！

做人难呀！

我在想，是不是没钱的人就没有资格讲骨气呢？
这是个问题，
我也有了答案！

是！
没有钱的人，就得静静地闭嘴，
骨气嘛，就咕噜地一声吞进肚子吧！
别说讲，想都别想！

这个时代，做人真的很难！
这也不是，那也不对，
告诉我嘛，到底想怎样

日子嘛，怎么难熬，还是得过，
没得选呀。
那，就认命吧！
不过，我想，只要保持正面的思想，生活还过得去！
就保持着开心的心态去面对就好了！

不管逆水有多强，我们都得向小鱼学习，
勇敢，努力地往上游。

世上无难事，只怕有心人。

没有不可能的事，只是比较难！

P/S: 觉得最近自己讲的话都好哲学哟！

好事，好事！

回乡

嗯，
回到家乡的感觉好不错，
就无聊没事坐在家里，
陪陪母亲聊天，
看见父亲，觉得他苍老了许多，
头上的白发多了好几根。

这次回来，要好好地跟他们交流，沟通，说话。
当然要问父亲以前的事迹，例如，他年轻的故事。
听说，他是...
哈哈

就静悄悄地回来。=p

但，行踪被曝光了。
但，我也只在早上和晚上出去，
下午嘛，就待在家里陪妈妈说话。

就这样

晚风

眼底星空，
现在，凌晨一点三十分，
煮了一碗快熟面，泡普洱茶，坐在屋外，
吹着晚风，
有点闷热，但，总比屋里来的好。
跟老陈坐在外面，谈谈天，喝喝茶，
舒服！
在想谁是老陈吧？
哈哈
老陈 = 陈芷莹
向她诉诉苦，
做工压力，
算了，不想谈工作。
但，不要认为我工作得不高兴，
我没有。
别担心！

is Difficult, not Impossible

erm,
I think different people have different culture!
I have to use to it!
This is a part of my job and something I have to learn!
perhaps
Yup, so, I have to be the first to like her and communicate to!

Just difficult, not impossible.
Right?
=)

Sunday, I got work again!
GoGoGo!

She is not that "YONG SHUI"
I might misunderstand her!
perhaps!
Hope so!
=)

I want to be a NINJA

LOL
After I write this post, I know some people will say myself FAN JIAN
FAN JIAN = 犯贱
don't want sell ticket, choose to become waiter.
YES, I want work in Starbucks

Today, I went to work
and nearly late. OMG
But, luckily, I didn't!
I suppose be there 650am, I was wake up on 620am
Lastly, I reached there 645am.
wakaka, so proud of myself!=p

My manager, Mr. Raja did not work on morning.
That's mean I have meet another manager or supervisor.
SHE is a Malay, she is a smoker if I'm not mistaken.
I tough she will be friendly than my manager,
but,
out of my expectation.
She wasn't friendly like what I was think!
LOL

I think she is not manager, just a supervisor!
She ordered me do everything, yes, she can!
But, was over order lo.
is like I MUST to do!
I tough she just show in front of me, because I am new staff.

Mana Tahu, some "old" staff also like that.
more SIAO, ask them to clean all the glasses!
not the glasses for drink, is the glasses wall.
LOL

and I didn't break, and she did not ask me for break!
Just keep asked me to clean and check and clean and check!
LOL

and she also did not give me my employee beverage.
is ok sometime, but I saw other staff use my employee number to get the drink!
WTH
means?
the staff sell it? or gives his friend?
or can drinks more?
I know she knows the staff did, but she also did nothing!
LOL

is ok, that's why I want to be a NINJA
忍忍忍忍忍

But I like the job,
I like the partner (staff, we called partner)
I like the environment,
I like watch people come and go,
I like to learn something new,

Alright, this is the way I choose myself!
Don't blame anyone!

NINJA!=)

第一天

嘿嘿
今天，是我正式在星巴克工作的第一天。
如果不知道什么是星巴克，让我来告诉你，
星巴克 = Starbucks
在那儿，我还真的是什么都不会，一切从零开始。
今天要做的是cleaning。
我就在那打扫，当然还有其它事。
紧张，还有少许的压力，
毕竟，这是第一天上班，什么知识都没有，
只能在那静静地听，还有做。
我还深的安静到不行，因为什么都不懂，又不是很认识其他人，
我真的还讲不到二十句话，在六小时里。
压力之余，当然还有享受。
是我自己要到新的环境工作，学一些我不懂的知识。
还蛮好玩的。
我也泡了我人生的第一杯 Ice Blended Mocha Frappuccino.
虽然不是很完美，哈哈
明天，又是另外一天，再去学习，工作，还有享受。
这，就是我要的生活。

另外，我需要背一些很怪，很长的咖啡还有机器的名字，
我一个都不记得。
看来，还要得加把劲，下多点苦功才行。
加油咯！

^^

在马六甲享受生活！
还真的无忧无虑地在这里混了两天。
今天早上，吃鸡饭粒 + 还有半只鸡。
哇塞，还真饱！

下午，没事干，就去看戏。
又看戏，到了马六甲还是去看戏！

看 Robin Hood，不错！

看完了，又是晚餐咯！
跟克比的家人一起吃饭！
还真的有点不好意识，住他家，现在还包吃！=p
第一天到他家时，也是跟他家人一起吃晚餐！

对了，克比是我认识六年的朋友兼“兄弟”！

真的很谢谢他们对我的款待，谢谢！

还真的什么都不用做，什么都不用想，
就享受而已！

但，很快的就要回到压力的生活中了！
明天下午就要回到Subang了，要开始做工！
没关系，下次再来！

轻松.自在

Malacca

Yup, now I at Malacca, enjoying my holiday!!=D
not vacation, just "visit" friends! LOL

By the way, I think I would not take bus anymore!!
the NEW bus stop is sucks!!
move to Bukit Jalil, is hot and very ma fan for me!
I have to change 3 or 4 KTM + BUS + LRT to reach there!
Ishh

Train better,
but Malacca does not have any train station,
but got one in Tampin,
but quite far to my friend's house!
Ishh

They better build one train station around Malacca's bus stop!
=p

Alright, going to meet some friends later!=)
FUN + FOOD + ENJOY + FUN + EAT + SLEEP

Then will become FAT and FATTER
ishh

I got a new job

Yeah, Good news!!!
I got a new job!
Guess what?
haha..
is Starbuck
went for interview just now, the manager ask me to go for trail work
If I want to work, then I go for it!=)

Finally......

最后，我还是不知道要放什么标题

我还真是不知道要放什么标题。
算了，先别管这了。
今天，我还有一个考试，
MUET - SPEAKING
祝我好运吧！
我的college要我们通过英文考试才让我们毕业，
算了吧，最近都看得很开。
过了今天，我就真的可以放假了，
但，放假也还真的没什么可以做。
就做工，还有花钱！
平时上课嘛，也一样，
就做工，还有花钱，差一样，就还有上课！
昨天，我妹妹告诉我，说我妈妈的手差不多痊愈了。
心中的那一块大石头终于可以放下了。

最后，我还是不知道要放什么标题！

非常抱歉

今天，我做了一件事。
这，要从几天前开始说起。
四月，考试有压力，生活有压力，什么都压力，
我，想哭，但，哭不出。
心灵深处的某一个地方，隐藏着我的泪水。
今天，当我们要去吃饭时，有一位朋友跟我开个小玩笑，
突然，深处某一方的大门打开了，
我，就这样走开，我的神经不由自主地控制我全身，
我，就这样走开。
她向我道歉，其实不用，她没做错。
平时我们都是这样闹着玩，
今天，不一样，我也不知怎么了，
我想，她应该会觉得很不舒服，
当然，我也向她道歉，我觉得，是我不对。
我不应该反应这么大。

在走着的路上，我眼眶湿了，眼泪就在我眼眶上打滚。
我突然想起那过去的种种压力，
突然就想大哭一场。
我觉得，哭，是神给我们发泄的一个方式，
哭，能使人舒解压力，还有情绪，
哭，不怎样，
我觉得，强忍不哭得人，才是最笨的。
终于明白刘德华为什么要唱《男人哭吧不是罪》，
对，男人哭，不是罪。

在这里，想要对那位朋友再次得说声抱歉。

放假咯

终于，
终于到了学生最兴奋的时刻，
放假咯！

要好好地利用这一个月
已经有了一连串的节目了
吃喝玩乐，
当然还有做工，赚钱咯
高兴得不知该说什么

就这样

我是幸福的

我发现呀，
我身边有很多比我糟糕的人
算了啦，我不是最可怜的
就别自艾自怨了

看别人永远不知足而不开心；
一些变了又觉得自己没变的人，真可悲；
看不开而伤心；

我发现呀，
我是幸福的，
我妈妈疼我，虽然每天要我努力读书，压力勒！
我妹妹支持我，不算支持啦，就鼓励啦
我爸爸也在旁默默地爱我
是啦，
我是幸福的

我发现呀，
生活都很压力
每个人都很压力
为什么？
算了，至少，我知道
我是幸福的

突然想家了

怎样

怎样，怎样，是怎样

压力到快疯了

读书难，做人难

什么叉叉都难

是怎样啊

神经病

想做那个也不是，这个又不对

是怎样啊

鸡蛋糕

苹果香蕉西瓜木瓜榴莲

是怎样啊

是怎样啊

能怎样啊

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

到底是怎样啊

彻底崩溃

现在就心情低落

就什么都不想做

瘫在地上就好了

你们谁都别来理我

还真想大哭一场，但，现在就没有心情哭

我已经不知道什么是哭了

也不清楚怎样哭

是怎样啊

我也不知道要写几长

要写多少才能小我心头之恨

算了

是怎样啊

REDANG

WoW, I totally fall in love to Redang!!
is such a relax and awsome Island!!!
just went there for 3 days 2 night (5-7/3/2010) with my friends!!!

The air is fresh and the water is clean!!!

Snorkeling and snorkeling........
How awsome is undersea!!!OMG!!!
alots of fish and fish and fish...
of course alots of corals!!=)
is beautifullllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!

Beside snorkeling, of course caught fish, feed fish and swimming!!!
and pee undersea!!LoL...
coz I really can not tahan anymore!!!=p
and see Coral's sperm....
and Clubbing in Redang!!and that's hot and crazy!!!=)
I miss it!!!

Oh ya, I see Sunrise!!!
and tat's beautiful!!!
Oh man, is awsome!!!
just myself see the Sunrise...=p
wakaka!!

OMG, my soul still at Redang!!!
and of course, take alots of photo....(view my facebook)

and finally, SUN BURN!!
Arhhh!!!
but I like...and refresh our skin!!=)
and record some fashion show and dance!!!=p
meet some new friends there....
Listen their story!!That's cool!!!
and really glad to know them!!!=)

lepak in Kuala Terengganu....
OMG, still miss Redang!!!

Hope that have second chance to go!!!
AGAIN!!!=)

2009 & 2010

Alright, update myself abit for you!!=)
25th Dec was great, had a great service and performances....=)
have a great lunch time with friends......
and have a great time for myself to sleep...=X
yes, slept on christmas day, for whole afternoon and evening...
such a boring christmas!!!!but was really tired!!!!
and yam cha with my friends!!!

28th, I went to Sunway Lagoon with my housemate and friends..=)
great time with them and have fun and tired!!!
and we plan for night park but I ffk them...
so sorry, coz I have dinner with some1 else!!!
and have a great dinner time with my TGV gengs and manager!!!
have fun with them and full!!!!=)

31st Dec, last day of 2009...
work on that day and watched a stupid movie - Vampire's Assisstant!!!!
and of course, countdown in pyramid!!!
was super duper many people!!!!
crazy.....XD
and slept on 3am and 1st Jan work on 9am....T.T

and Happy New Year!!!!
2010!!!woooooooooooooooooooooo

Oh ya, by the way, on the 30th Dec, I was cutted my hair....

now, 4th Jan 2010, sitting in my house....
I mean Segamat's house...=)
reached here around 12noon just now!!!

so, is happy and bored now...
haha..have nothing to do...=S

coming friday will go back Subang...=)