Lose + Lost

England lose 1-4 to Germany.
What a sad thing, at least for me.
I'm England's supporter.
I like David Beckham, Michael Owen and I like England.=p
But, England, see you next World Cup in Brazil.

As just now what I wrote, England lose.
Just like I lost my confident.
Suddenly, I just feel like I'm not really can fix it.
I gotta give up.
Can?
Perhaps,
the "unforgiveness" is controlling me.
Who can help me?
What a sad thing for me.
UNFORGIVENESS.

In my life, I not really hate people often.
I'm friendly. Yes, I am!=p
This time, different case.
How to say so?
I also don't know.
Wow, good answer.
LOL

P/S: I like to talk to myself.

I really don't like her.
I can not take the stress.
Alright, I am not strong enough.
I lose.
I give up.
I am lost now.

Anyone can gives me a good and prefect suggestion?
God?
Yes, God!

God, please help me.
Just open another door for me.
I am not enjoy and happy as what I am showing.
Yes, I am loser.

At least, England will fight again for next World Cup.
Me? Fight again?
No way.
No way.
Yes, I am loser.